Friday, October 16, 2009

I don't even know if she reads this but,

I really love my sister Christine. She's like my mom, my sister, and my best friend ALL IN ONE - who could ask for more? I mean, I love all my sisters equally but I think since we are so close in age I just inevitably gravitate towards her more. She's been there with me throughout everything in my life and one thing I really value is that she is ALWAYS straight up with me and supports me NO MATTER WHAT. Any decision I make, she supports me.....even if she thinks it's a stupid decision. She lets me make my own mistakes so I could hold myself accountable for my decisions and LEARN from them. I'm never afraid to run to her when I'm feeling weak with the same issues over and over again, afraid that she'll get tired hearing it from me...because I know that she'll never get tired hearing it (I guess she's like my personal therapist for free, and god knows I could use one lol). When I talk to her one day about some revelation I've had....then talk to her the next day about how I feel the complete opposite...she is never there to judge, always there to just listen and support. She's gone through SO MUCH SHIT in her life (and today when I was talking to her, she told me that I don't even know the half of it!) that I respect her so much for the wisdom she has to offer and for who she is today...

If you have people like this in your life - people who are older and wiser and have learned through experience, who you will trust with your soul, and who you KNOW will support you no matter what....thank them, and be appreciative. ALWAYS. I really don't think I would be able to get through life without her.

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