this is what love sounds like

God...this song changed my life last night. I love you.

**FINALLY FOUND THE REMIX I WAS LOOKING FOR! Listen and fall in love!

My mind is hardwired into thinking this way! It is no fun once the challenge is over. Next conquest..

SICK ASS MASHUP. ENJOY FRIENDS!

As the weeks go on the more I'm realizing that law school is just one big mind game. You spend countless hours with the same people every damn day and because the nature of it is so competitive and there's so much riding on how well you perform on a test, the line between colleague and competitor is paper thin. I think the top contenders have a strategy for studying and a strategy for psyching other people out. Good thing I'm getting a kick out of playing this game..

and another one

Kaskade breathed new life into me last night. It was such a purifying experience, as if it was just me and him chilling in the confession booth. There's always a sense of "rebirth" when I go to these things, but for some reason last night my connection with the music ran deeper than usual. It didn't just teach me a life lesson; I sort of became the lesson while experiencing the music at that moment. (Imagine this for a second, music as the greatest teacher without words, the third eye chakra we try to develop in ourselves as we mature..) The lesson was this: everything inside you can build and build until it reaches a point where you HAVE to release in order to get rid of that tension and anxiety that comes with the build up. Hold, release, hold, release. Life is a stream of energy colliding and subsiding, learning when to hold on and let go becomes essential to the pursuit (maybe chase?) of happiness..

On that note, I think I need to accept the fact that this "scene" really isn't just a "phase" but a very fundamental part of who I am. And that is kind of a scary thought for the direction my life is heading. The signs on the road say: GROW UP KIM! Make better decisions! But my soul says: JUST BE. Just one of the many contradictions my mind (as I'm sure yours) battles with daily...

One of the reasons why I REALLY LOVE STUDYING is because I get to learn and listen to music at the same time. It's kind of a good excuse to discover new music and I love it-