alicia bailey

i can still hear your voice over the phone, you have such a pretty voice. and your laugh.....we were ALWAYS laughing. i don't think you had an ounce of evil in your heart. you were everyone's friend! and you were one of my best friends. all the crazy memories i have with you that we remember and sometimes don't remember, i will take them with me forever.






every day you wake up in the morning is a blessing. every BREATH you take is a blessing - never forget this. cherish EVERY MOMENT you have with the people in your life right now. i can't stress this enough. we never know when it's our time to go, or when we'll lose a loved one.

alicia, things won't be the same without you. i miss you so much...and i'm praying for the day that we get to laugh together again. love you forever

My Sanity

This has been the BEST quarter I've ever had here at UCI and it's all because of these brilliant people:

(No, I'm not in a sorority, don't ask why I'm sorority-squatting in both pictures...thanks Sean-Patrick!)

ugh....UGH. This department has done more for me than just give me an education. It gave me a home, a family, a support system...a network of minds and bodies that work together and push each other to achieve GREATNESS. We are a prime example of what your undergraduate education SHOULD do for you. Thank you - being $24,000 in debt after graduation is worth every penny. Just thinking about the end of spring quarter makes me depressed. I will miss you guys SO MUCH.

SPOP.

this feeling. i don't want it to leave me....feelings of excitement, hope, wonder, anxiety, inspiration, passion, uncertainty, LOVE. all wrapped up in a 4 letter word which, from the outside, no one understands and from the inside, everyone embraces.

i keep starting sentences of what i'm trying to say but end up pressing backspace every time because this shit is just UNEXPLAINABLE. for how twisted my mind is....i'm fucking BLESSED to be able to experience this again, from a new perspective. thank you coords for whatever it is you saw in me. all i can say is that i'm ready to dive in and ride this wave as best i can! :)

mamaaaa, my inspiration. it's all for you!!!

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klMP0SSIBLE (9:48:23 PM): congrats
klMP0SSIBLE (9:48:33 PM): i fucking KNEW you would get it
alifeepidemix (9:53:29 PM): yayyy thanks!
alifeepidemix (9:53:30 PM): lol
alifeepidemix (9:53:32 PM): nahh
klMP0SSIBLE (9:55:35 PM): no seriously! your interview was so amazing
klMP0SSIBLE (9:55:53 PM): i wish i recorded it so you could hear your answers ahaha
alifeepidemix (9:56:00 PM): hahaha i think it was the dutch oven
klMP0SSIBLE (9:57:53 PM): lol
klMP0SSIBLE (9:57:55 PM): probably
alifeepidemix (9:58:21 PM): are you gonna be around during the summer?
klMP0SSIBLE (9:58:55 PM): yea i think i'll be around
klMP0SSIBLE (9:59:22 PM): ..doing this program called spop
alifeepidemix (9:59:24 PM): nice nice
alifeepidemix (9:59:28 PM): wait
alifeepidemix (9:59:30 PM): WAIT
alifeepidemix (9:59:36 PM): yes?
klMP0SSIBLE (9:59:40 PM): LOL
klMP0SSIBLE (9:59:43 PM): yesssssssssss
alifeepidemix (9:59:47 PM): YESSSSS!!!!
klMP0SSIBLE (9:59:51 PM): YESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
alifeepidemix (9:59:53 PM): duuuuuudeeee!!!
alifeepidemix (9:59:56 PM): good fucking shit!!!